Will you accept this rose?

Now this is different...
I got a really random phone call today from an ABC, The Bachelor rep. It really caught me off guard, so it wasn't much of a conversation, but Sunny asked me to send in a video and send in about 20 pictures of myself to become a finalist of all the canidates on the show. Apparently, I was nominated and had no idea. This is pretty opposite of my last post I guess, haha. I am interested and would love to make a video to send in, but for some reason I never seem to like the guys on the Bachelor. Who knows if I will make the final cut anyway. I mean who wants a recent college grad struggling to find a job anyway...
I don't know, it would be a great experience though. I guess it can't hurt, or could it? Nice vacation, maybe some new friends? They've picked a bachelor from the Bachelorette season with Ali that premieres in a week or two. I'm assuming it's one of the guys from the last 5 on the show, if not the guy who doesn't win. Ya never know if there will be any other scandals along the way that may effect the choice (just like ali's gig for the bachelorette). I will watch The Bachelorette and if I like any of the guys I will go for it...if not, well I may be wasting mine and everyone else's time. Any suggestions?

the prettiest thing she ever did see

I don't have much time to write. BUT, I've got a cute picture. I've been eye balling these shoes for awhile! I feel like they would go perfect with any casual summer outfit or dress! These would definitely be my new go to shoes...yall think they're worth the $80 at Nordstrom??

you can't fake genuine... or can you?

Okay because I am in a bittersweet kind of mood I just want to kind of ramble on about this for a minute. Maybe it will lesson the weight of it on my mind...

I sort of, kind of mentioned I'm single. It was more like bluntly talking about how my ex and I were over and done with for good and it was just ultimately best for the long run. Um yeah Well that lasted a good 6 months. The longest we ever went. But, come to find out he loves me just as much as he did way back when. sounds sweet, but no it is probably the worse news for me to hear, geez when will it end...

We ran into each other at the park (he knew I walked there on Mondays). Okay so he came to see me I guess. Let me back up a minute, I already sound confusing and this situation is just confusing in itself. Prior to running into each other... we had to go as far as blocking our numbers because we just couldn't or wouldn't stop talking a good year after we broke up. I just needed some closure and I thought it would help. It did for me, a lot, I thought I would be content and I thought I had enough courage to move on and wish him well. Well the first time we saw each other after 6 months was at the softball field and it was very brief, but it led to us unblocking our numbers. I had already done it about a month before because I was tired of paying on it and I figured he wouldn't even realize it was unblocked, but then that night he unblocked mine and texted me and we havent stopped texting since. Then he caught on to my schedule. The walk in the park mondays schedule. He came there and walked with me about 4 weeks ago and its been a weekly thing. WTH good thing I could care less. Oh well, will finish venting later...